I think as of late I've been feeling paranoid and kinda irrational, whiny, and all over the place. I am not the person who likes to talk about emotions without getting emotional but I just can't...I don't know how. How can you pour your heart out to someone who isn't physically there? You can't touch them or see how their facial reaction. I am not good with this talk to me so we can resolve these issues kinda thing. It is just hard for me to do. *sigh*
I don't know if I am just being paranoid or what but I feel like I am just pulling away from the people I love, bottle up inside. I get hurt and I don't want others to get hurt too. I am feeling a lil stress, and confused and kinda ignored. That's just how I feel. Like I am not there...I am not whole. Just listening to this song makes me feel better but sad, it is a beautiful song. Altho to me it is a sad song, mopey, I hate being mopey.
The Only Exception - Paramore